I was so proud of myself. I thought I had become stronger. But over this past week I’ve proved myself wrong. I’ve spent the past four days crying myself to sleep and the past two days crying at school. So really turns out I’m nowhere near as strong as I thought I was. All I am now is pathetic. Pathetic an weak. I thought that maybe, just maybe I could make it out on my own, but I can’t. I can’t make it without you and all the things you’re taking with you. I miss you. I need you.
When the lights all went out we watched ourselves on the screen. they said we wouldnt feel a thing. but we laughed so hard, we realised it would sting. we’ve never learned a goddamn thing. i’m spending my high school career watching my heroes sell cars on the tv. and we’ve never learned a goddamn thing. if you think that is wrong, this has never meant a damn thing to you. find another way to make me pay.
(via halfpastfour)
(via halfpastfour)
“I’m not the greatest person to be around, sometimes I’m the only person you want to be around. I think I’m better than some people, and I think there are people better than me. I dream about being with the one person I know I can never have because I still believe I have a chance. I get jealous of what others have, just becase I don’t have it. I admit to all my flaws, but I deny them because I don’t want to be reminded of them. I complain about people being hypocritical, knowing I’m the biggest one… but IT’S OKAY, because I’m only human.” — (via halfpastfour)
Reach Out is a service that means a lot to a person like me. it trys to reduce teen suicide, and i think that is something that should be acknowledged. I’ve recently made a donation to this organisation, and well, im no preacher, but i think you should do the same. this is an issue that affects not only the youth of our nation, but also their families and friends. Reach Out also deals with issues such as teen depression, which is an issue that hits close to home. help out and make a donation, if not at least get the word out.
“You say I’m crazy. I know. All I can say is the drugs don’t work no more.” — Metro; The Vincent Black Shadow (via halfpastfour)